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Saturday, January 28, 2006

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 20:35:49 GMT

Ok everybody, Lauren has a new Xanga! YAYYY!! Because I've had this one for a looong time and the name is just really annoying. So yeah.. go leave me comments on my new site and don't talk to me on here anymore cause I won't answer you!

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 00:59:57 GMT

I invite you all to join in on some very intelligent conversations and help this super cool girl reach her goal of getting a quadzillion comments. Go now!: kaitlyn_saved_by_blood

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 16:50:01 GMT

So I took Gunther to my friend's house last night and he became target practice. Some friends I've got..

I'm getting them a dart board for Christmas.

Last night I had a dream that I was being attacked by a giant chipmunk.

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 01:21:10 GMT

His name is Gunther. And he is my friend.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 17:25:40 GMT

So I thought I wanted a boyfriend... but now I don't think I do. There's so many other things that I need to focus my attention on, like school, my relationship with God, and just getting my life in order. When I do have a boyfriend I want there to be a commitment and I don't want it to be something that's not really serious. And I don't think I'm ready for that right now. So I'm just going to have fun being single and enjoy spending time with my friends. And when the time is right, God will bring that special guy into my life!

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. -Proverbs 3:5-6

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." -Jeremiah 29:11

Friday, January 06, 2006

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 23:21:17 GMT

My t-shirts are more awesomer than yours

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 16:17:37 GMT

A few random thoughts....

People that can't sing make me mad.. like Ashlee Simpson. I mean, she's only famous because of Jessica. Have you ever heard her sing live? Well, I haven't but I heard she's horrible! I think she should go back to playing minor roles on 7th Heaven and leave the singing to her sister. And I think Lauren Zito should be famous because she can sing way better than Little Miss Acid Reflux.

Why are sugar cookies so good? Especially ones with yummy icing and pretty sprinkles! Mmmm!! I love myself for making these.

I think you all should rent the movie Grind. It's about skaters. And Adam Brody is in it. Ooooooo!! Adam Brody !!! What's not to love about him? He's tall (5'11), he has dark hair (Brunettes all the way!).. if only he had blue eyes. Then he'd be perfect! And he's such a DORK in this movie! I LOVE IT!! Dorky boys are so hot right now!
Mmm yummeh!

I saw Narnia yesterday. It was reeeeeeeeaaaaaaaallllllyyyyyy good! And tomorrow I'm going to see King Kong.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Dec 2005 16:48:54 GMT

First of all, I need to make something clear about my last post. I am in no way saying I don't like hanging out with my sister. I love her sooo much and she is one of the coolest people I know. It's just that I get jealous of her sometimes.

Second, I'm done feeling sorry for myself. It's not going to change anything. God loves me and that's all that matters. He's blessed me with an awesome family and super cool friends and everything else that I need. He has a plan for my life and His way is the best way. I just need to put all my trust in Him and everything will work out.

I got this for Christmas! Isn't it pretty? I've been wanting it for a while. Abortion is MURDER!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!

Friday, December 23, 2005

Fri, 23 Dec 2005 12:34:41 GMT

Just another pointless attempt at me pouring my heart out in an online journal....

Glassy tears slice my cheeks
And bleed into hollow hands
I need you to wipe away these knives
And fix my lonely heart

I'm just some girl
Waiting for some boy
To make me happy.

I cried for about an hour this morning. I hate crying. It's not a very nice feeling. And it makes my pillow all wet.

Now I remember why I don't like hanging out with my sister. She steals all the attention and does all the talking, while I just sit there looking like an idiot. I might as well be invisible. Why did I have to be the quiet one? She gets the talking skills.. what do I get? The artsy skills, the academic skills... singing skills, i guess. But that also came with shyness and laziness which makes me lonely and depressed. And that's what is in the pictures I draw, the words I write, and the songs I sing. Sometimes I really hate being me. I feel like punching something...

Hello, wall.

Ouch! No, that would hurt too much.

Hello, pillow.

I need prayer.

Also, I hope I'm not becoming anorexic. I haven't been eating as much as I usually do. Like, I had freakin french fries for dinner last night. And I didn't even finish all of them. Well, I had a bowl of cereal later, but still... And for breakfast I ate half a bagel. I mean, it's not even that I don't like the way I look because I'm fine with that. I'm just not hungry or I don't feel like eating. I just want to be happy.

On a lighter note: Christmas is in 2 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sooooo excited!!!

Am I getting what I really want for Christmas? Probably not.
All I want for Christmas is him. But he doesn't know.

I want to know where you're going to be
So I can stand
Just around the corner
Just to see your face
And make an excuse to cross your path
And maybe you'll notice me

Random thought:
Who remembers the chicken dance?

I don't wanna be a chicken
I don't wanna be a duck
So kiss my butt
*Clap* *Clap* *Clap* *Clap*

They used to play that at the roller skating rink! Haha, good times

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 03:09:08 GMT

Today is a happy day! And this past weekend was happy! And this whole week is going to be happy! Happy, happy, HAAAAAAAAAAAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On Friday, I went to Lancer's for the first time. Woohoo!! Matt drove me there and Josh was there and Ruth and Kevin were there and other people were there.

On Sunday, Amanda, Shawn, and Nick came to my house all the way from Jersey! Aren't my friends grand? We went to Fridays for lunch and then we walked around the mall for a little and I got my Daddy's Christmas present. Then we went back to my house and watched football and stuff. And my new nickname is "What...?"

Today I went to Josh's at like 11 30 and we watched the Dukes of Hazzard (the original tv show) and we ate Frosted Mini Wheats (I didn't finish all of mine so they were sitting in the milk and they sorta blew up! haha). And we played video games!!! YAY! First we raced and then we shot people. And then his brother killed both of us. Then we went to get food and we listened to stupid songs in the car Then I checked my myspace and I was very careful not to leave myself signed in cause JOSH IS A MEAN PERSON!!! And then I went home at like 5 30. Good times!

Tomorrow I'm going to HARVEY CEDARS! YAAAAAAAAAY!!!! Nina and I are sleeping over Crystal's house and we're going to have fun! EEP! I'm so excited! HC is like my fav place ever!

And Thursday, I'm supposed to be hanging out with Laura. She's so cool! I heart her

Wow look at me! I have a life this week! Yeah.. I haven't spent as much time on myspace/xanga. Yay for not being anti-social! Well, I'm going to go watch The Nightmare Before Christmas now...